waiting

He gave me a note he left on his bed
Snuck in his room right after he left
And took the notes from his bed

I read his confessions 

Her head on his shoulder, they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder, will I ever fall in love with him again? 
And where is he now?

She's with him, I'm in the backseat of them

Watching them having fun makes me hurt
Know it's not right, but it hurts when they're laughing
I've never been this happy when I'm with him

I wanna be blown away by your love, 

wanna be swept off my feet cause not too strong stand in front of you

I know I should find other guy than him
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love like people do, 

I wanna be your dream come true
Wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful and thats just enough for me

Friday night, I saw she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row, screaming out his name
As he turns to her and smiles to her
Everywhere I look, people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love?
My chance at love

Cause she's with him, I'm still hurting saw they together
Try to pretend not too care about them but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

I wanna be blown away cause this tears wont stop, 

wanna be swept off my feet cause I cant stand anymore
I wanna meet other than him, 

the one who makes it hard for me to breathe


My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you


I wanna be lost in love together with you, 

I wanna be your dream come true
Wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you babe.

I hope you wont be so long to find me 

babe ;)

Listen to my story today my darling,

Secrets that no one knew about

Actually, I do love you babe,

I love you, I love you

Shout out with a voice that no one can hear you because its secret

Countless words that lingered in my mouth

I knew I shouldn’t do this as I closed my eyes

But I keep seeing him,

I’m tellin this to you,

but you don’t know why?

You don’t wanna be my heart

You don’t wanna be my life

And Im feeling kind of sad

I don’t understand this moment

Did I say something wrong?

Was it me that unperfectly for you?

I thought about it already babe

Look around you,

You will always be my love

My love for you is more than you can imagine

Darling. 

I know you are the one for me

My own and only boy in my life

Cause you are the ones who runs my world

You will always be my love

Ohaiyo!

Greetings everyone.

Its been long time I didnt post anything in my blog.

Well, I kind miss it.

Surely its not because I purposely did it but 2014 its was my final year in high school.

and yeah, there are a lot of homework and pressure to face my biggest exam, SPM.

After I've finished my last paper, Biology, I need some rest from all the pressure had given from my teachers.

So yeah, now Im a little bit relaxed than this before.

I've finished my paper on 25/11/14

 and now Im workingggg.

Guess where?

Im working for McD.

Its been 2 weeks already.

Not too tired, not too easy.

Just nice. :)

It is better working hard in McD than being lazy at home.

If I get paid being a lazy person, I'll be a millionare.

But not.

So yeah. Im working now.

So maybe its hard for me to post in this blog everyday. :)

But keep following me and read my other story. 

Or you can also follow me in my instagram, twitter or wechat. :)